Friday, September 4, 2009 10:07 PM
Sometimes i really hate X
why am i even there in the first place?
okay so i'm ego
i can't stand it when someone is getting all the praise and attention.
I try to do my best
i'm sorry if you think i'm like stupid or not up to standard
feel sorry for yourself
you're so biased
i hate to admit it but that's a big fat fact.
i hate you you know
i really really do
you look around
searching for others
searching for people who look perfect in your eyes
i'm right infront of you
I fulfil your criteria
have you ever evn thought about what I feel?
when others are happily chatting away and doing stuff
i stand like a statue
staring into your eyes hoping you can understand what i'm thinking
i guess not
have you even seen my expression
when an undeserving person gets chosen
instead of the crowd of people who are better, stronger and just well, BETTER than her?
you know what
I can't stand you
I'm there only because i have friends there
because that is the place i alr spent my happiest moments
I'm an attention seeker, yes
But you've never given me a chance
I can see what you're thinking
You know what
I just gave up on you
I'm not going to spend the rest of my life clinging on to you